Wednesday, August 13, 2008

The Balance of Bliss and Sadness

I've filled my days helping out my parents in our hardware store. It's been the answer to one of my questions, at least the questions I've raised have lessened, even just for a bit. I'm trying to connect the present life to the future. a promising future how i wish i could savor. the longer I wait, the more I value this opportunity. It's not all bad, I should say, the connection of the present to the future is so strong I could feel it. Everything seems intertrwined, ways you know done by the one above. I can't help but feel bliss.

In the moments I feel bliss did you know that I've undergone a series of indirection? Doing something out of your course, following the superior, longing something out of my league- something which will forever lie hanging, smething I will long for- forever, but hopefully not. the supernatural shall save me, he shall make me realize one day why things turn out this way. Probably I have an idea why, it's just quite hard to accept it this way, I'm trying to reach perfection..

And they totally intertwine, the second i reach bliss, sadness seeps in, and the vice versa. For most things balance is the key. To appreciate bliss, sadness must be felt, then vice versa again. It's a round world we have here,

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